that time between when someone you love dies and when you begin to accept it, i'm in there somewhere. i am blindly finding my way around. some moments feel painful and other moments feel almost illuminated. as if this is more than death and gone and tragedy. it's those things but also it's life and eternal and precious. i've never felt quite like this.
i will be back here soon with enhabiten and work, things i love. but right now i'm elsewhere, over there.