Tuesday, May 21, 2013

over there


that time between when someone you love dies and when you begin to accept it, i'm in there somewhere.  i am blindly finding my way around.  some moments feel painful and other moments feel almost illuminated.  as if this is more than death and gone and tragedy.  it's those things but also it's life and eternal and precious.  i've never felt quite like this.   
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i will be back here soon with enhabiten and work, things i love.  but right now i'm elsewhere, over there.

x
liane

4 comments:

Elizabeth McTear said...

I'm sorry for your loss. I was there (still am sometimes) over the holidays when we lost my father-in-law to cancer right before Christmas. The final six months of his life were the most heart-wrenching I've ever experienced.
Some days are totally normal. Others are filled with a grief that seems to come out of nowhere. Mundane things can sometimes trigger a cascade of memories and feelings that just sort of wash over, blotting out everything else.
Take time for yourself and loved ones. Feel your feelings. xoxoxo

Brittan said...

I'm sorry for your loss, Liane. The grieving process is so different for everyone, no time limit, go at your own pace, and enjoy the love of those you do have around you. Sending you a big bear hug...

xo

Mandy Behrens said...

Simply know you are deeply cared for and that your loved ones will give you all the time you need -- we're here for you. xo

nicole said...

Take good care Liane. I'm thinking of you. xoxo